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MemoryI don't know anymore.
Am I dreaming? I'm not sure...
All my friends, family, guardians are...
I only remember them now
Their friendly smiles, how they cared for me
But they are gone now.
Because I neglected them, pushed them away
Lighting struck my heart
I can't forgive myself no longer
Life comes and goes
You cannot cherish anything but...
EmotionlessI'm fine with it
Fine with many things
even my inevitable death, to be damned into hell
But there's not much I can do, I envy your fate
How does sadness feel?
I forgot emotions
Should I feel despaired
Or frustrated or scared?
I don't know
I guess I'm okay with it
I'm okay with many things
Even my own flaws and failures
NightmareThe glass shatters and the animals chatter.
Should I wait for the latter?
Oh no no no
I won't, I won't obey
I shall not listen, my ears are sealed
I'm trapped, trapped in a field
Darkness is plentiful, the staircase is endless
Nothing can be seen, except the white hands of death
I'm trapped, trapped in this field.
It all changes suddenly
Darkness to light. Death to life.
What have I become?
SilentWhen the gunshot fires
And the songbirds tire
Sudden death takes turn
the local vicinity's rage burns
A still silence takes the crowd
Nothing was heard, no sound
We lost our cherished guest
Perhaps this was for our best?
Mirrored RomanceDo you love me?
You would stand by me
Do you love me not?
You would hurt me
Are your feelings true?
You would care for me
Are your feelings false?
You would lie to me
Do you need me?
You would say yes
Do you need me?
You would betray me
Will you send me presents?
You would smile
Will you care for me?
You would lie, then let me perish
Would you cherish me?
You would say yes
Would you cherish me?
You would say you hate me
Autumn MadnessFalling leaves of red madness
Many say you represent deep sadness
But it is the time for preparation
The beauty of marvelous autumn harvest creation
Some of the wilderness animal began the long slumber
Tirelessly eating, scavenging for food lumbered
What is this autumn joy?
Stop acting like you enjoy!
The red leaves fall to the ground
Vividly dancing all around
The wind howling startling sounds
How would anyone favor fall?
Is there some I cannot understand?
Some please tell me why
I just don't comprehend your lies
Do you believe you can fly?
You're so riduculous
NightBlueish sky that covers
A romantic time for lovers
Twinkling stars sparkling till day
A lot of time to have a gourmet
Peaceful air all around
With creepy, yet exquiste sounds
The gleaming, white moon shines brightly
Like a celestial being so heavenly
The forest darken and fireflies occur
Twas so enchanting to little her
EnviousYou really like to brag, don't you?
Is that something you love to do?
My heart feels ache from your words
Honestly I don't think you care about others
You just desire the attention and jealous treatment
Is this your life now?
Why do I care? Why do we all care?
I just don't understand
Why you brag about
Your silky dress and wealth
You're like, a perfect soul
You have no flaws which ticks me
Be damned with you
Never return to me
Just leave the town in agony
Esoteric"Ladies and gentlemen, one lucky denizen will be chosen
to receive a very, special gift! So be sure to check your Christmas tree tomorrow morning!"
It was a gloomy, dark Christmas Eve. My dearest family was enjoying themselves, chatting, playing, and having a nice enjoyable time. Everyone was enjoying themselves except for me.
My name is Avarice Greenwich and we're spending our damned Christmas at Grandma Avidity's house. I don't understand why we cannot stay at home and relax there. But my father insisted a bunch of times.
Why do I hate Christmas? Well, for once Santa doesn't even exist in this world. He is nothing more than a mere child's demented imagination. Second, its all these jolly decorations around. Rainbow lights, candy canes, elves, what will happen next? Decorations of a Brobdingnagian Frosty? All of these jolly decorations makes me incredibly sick inside! Bluh!
As I exclaimed before, my family was chatting and having "the time of their lives" at the living room. I
the truth about growing up
1. It's easier when you don't think.
1. It starts early,
on a cloudy day when you recall
the 'childhood memories' of
two summers ago,
that's when you start your backslide into
2. On the bright side
you won't notice this until you're
good and ripe in age,
so maybe it doesn't matter
3. That tightness in your chest?
The feeling that you're not ready
to take on the rest of your life; it
4. It stews in the pit of your stomach
makes you doubt,
but there will be days when you look back
on the mountains you climbed -
the raging rivers you crossed -
and you'll have a sneaking suspicion you were
more prepared than you thought.
5. There's nothing like your own bed.
6. Laundry will never smell right
without mom's sweat and tears.
But you still have to separate lights from darks,
keep the zippers pulled tight
and the buttons unhooked.
7. There is comfort in your parents' presence.
8. Things change
the future gnaws and rips
Stranger's funeralUnder the clouds
Under the rain
Staring at the coffin
At a stranger's funeral
We're all alone
Feeling the storm
But not the pain
For he's but a stranger
And the graves around us
Are just there
Keeping us company
During this empty moment
LullabyHush, my baby,
Be still, don't cry.
Lay with me
A little while.
Close your eyes,
Slow your breath.
Hear your heart
Inside your chest?
Your heart is strong,
It guides you well.
Be sure to listen
To what it tells.
I hear him now,
Outside the room.
It won't be long,
He'll find us soon.
Now close your eyes,
Slow your breath,
And rest your head
Upon my chest.
CarolineYou loved the fire
of rogues -
imperfect men who shot up
the endings of the day
and drank down
too much beauty.
And like one of them,
you bellied with rebellion,
felt his tense seed
toil where women
and craved his notoriety.
Poor girl -
his verses won the day
and the call of words
was too fickle a lover
for any constant star.
Don't blame yourself -
are more attractive
and all poets are
AliveA ray of hope shines during the
Long restless hours
I keep enduring the task of
Vanquishing the darkness with the
Energy from the depths of my soul
WishCardLet the rays of the sun
Bring happiness and light into your house,
Let the sun bring you lovely gifts.
Let your heart's music free,
Let your smile to light up your face.
I wish you happiness and joy.
things to tell you before i leave for collegeto mrs hatcher:
i promise that one day i will write that poem you asked me for
(the only thing you ever asked me for)
and i will finally tell you that you deserve
so much more.
to mr. walker:
i promise that i will not pity you.
i promise that i will not envy you.
i promise that you will always be part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds.
i promise to always be grateful.
i promise to be careful.
i promise to be crazy.
i promise that i will remember what it feels like to be needed
and what it feels like to let someone who needs you down.
i promise that i will never resent you for asking for help
and that i will always be there when you do.
i promise that even sixty years from now,
i will not be surprised to find a letter from you in my mailbox.
i promise to always remember what it felt like to be young and crazy with you,
how scared and lonely we were.
i will remember that we both survived it,
and that we'll survive this, too.
DecemberJoyous time of the year
With cookies, elves and reindeer!
Presents, carols, and love to all
Winter is a much better season than fall
Hatred diminished and kindness spreads
White snow covers so get your sled
Towering hills become elegant white
Daytime it shines as bright
Presents, presents the funnest time of all
After Christmas, come to our New Year ball!
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