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MemoryI don't know anymore.
Am I dreaming? I'm not sure...
All my friends, family, guardians are...
I only remember them now
Their friendly smiles, how they cared for me
But they are gone now.
Because I neglected them, pushed them away
Lighting struck my heart
I can't forgive myself no longer
Life comes and goes
You cannot cherish anything but...
EmotionlessI'm fine with it
Fine with many things
even my inevitable death, to be damned into hell
But there's not much I can do, I envy your fate
How does sadness feel?
I forgot emotions
Should I feel despaired
Or frustrated or scared?
I don't know
I guess I'm okay with it
I'm okay with many things
Even my own flaws and failures
NightmareThe glass shatters and the animals chatter.
Should I wait for the latter?
Oh no no no
I won't, I won't obey
I shall not listen, my ears are sealed
I'm trapped, trapped in a field
Darkness is plentiful, the staircase is endless
Nothing can be seen, except the white hands of death
I'm trapped, trapped in this field.
It all changes suddenly
Darkness to light. Death to life.
What have I become?
SilentWhen the gunshot fires
And the songbirds tire
Sudden death takes turn
the local vicinity's rage burns
A still silence takes the crowd
Nothing was heard, no sound
We lost our cherished guest
Perhaps this was for our best?
Mirrored RomanceDo you love me?
You would stand by me
Do you love me not?
You would hurt me
Are your feelings true?
You would care for me
Are your feelings false?
You would lie to me
Do you need me?
You would say yes
Do you need me?
You would betray me
Will you send me presents?
You would smile
Will you care for me?
You would lie, then let me perish
Would you cherish me?
You would say yes
Would you cherish me?
You would say you hate me
Autumn MadnessFalling leaves of red madness
Many say you represent deep sadness
But it is the time for preparation
The beauty of marvelous autumn harvest creation
Some of the wilderness animal began the long slumber
Tirelessly eating, scavenging for food lumbered
What is this autumn joy?
Stop acting like you enjoy!
The red leaves fall to the ground
Vividly dancing all around
The wind howling startling sounds
How would anyone favor fall?
Is there some I cannot understand?
Some please tell me why
I just don't comprehend your lies
Do you believe you can fly?
You're so riduculous
NightBlueish sky that covers
A romantic time for lovers
Twinkling stars sparkling till day
A lot of time to have a gourmet
Peaceful air all around
With creepy, yet exquiste sounds
The gleaming, white moon shines brightly
Like a celestial being so heavenly
The forest darken and fireflies occur
Twas so enchanting to little her
EnviousYou really like to brag, don't you?
Is that something you love to do?
My heart feels ache from your words
Honestly I don't think you care about others
You just desire the attention and jealous treatment
Is this your life now?
Why do I care? Why do we all care?
I just don't understand
Why you brag about
Your silky dress and wealth
You're like, a perfect soul
You have no flaws which ticks me
Be damned with you
Never return to me
Just leave the town in agony
Esoteric"Ladies and gentlemen, one lucky denizen will be chosen
to receive a very, special gift! So be sure to check your Christmas tree tomorrow morning!"
It was a gloomy, dark Christmas Eve. My dearest family was enjoying themselves, chatting, playing, and having a nice enjoyable time. Everyone was enjoying themselves except for me.
My name is Avarice Greenwich and we're spending our damned Christmas at Grandma Avidity's house. I don't understand why we cannot stay at home and relax there. But my father insisted a bunch of times.
Why do I hate Christmas? Well, for once Santa doesn't even exist in this world. He is nothing more than a mere child's demented imagination. Second, its all these jolly decorations around. Rainbow lights, candy canes, elves, what will happen next? Decorations of a Brobdingnagian Frosty? All of these jolly decorations makes me incredibly sick inside! Bluh!
As I exclaimed before, my family was chatting and having "the time of their lives" at the living room. I
The Boy Who Wouldnt EatIf you can flutter
I have failed you,
for you were not forged
to be so insubstantial as that
You were writ
to be an epic fable
of endings ignored,
of outlasting your body
through the sheer will
of a writers starving heart
through a broken, bowed
but bravely abiding body
that fights the soul
to comprehend Beauty.
................written in a frenzy and run-on
and exclamation points
used in rapid succession
words all blurred
so bare bones it's bloody
strung out and on display
in a frightening combination
of paragraphs and stanzas
punctuation gone mad
ellipses my new black
used and abused
then spit out
in gratuitous repetition
there is no word count here
no hearts dotting the i's
just a string of letters
done up in cursive
but not very pretty at all
Five AMPre-dawn darkness again, seething, quiet
A monster hugging the city
How heavy, how suffocating it is
The clock has run down on time for dreaming
A void between night and morning
Ready to swallow everything up
A time for old men's reflections
On love, and loss, and sorrow
Oppressive black sky, you eat everything
But the all-night diner
Where lonely old men sit
Drinking coffee at five AM
QuicksandYou trapped me
Dragged me below the surface
And held me there
You chained me
Put brass around my ankles
And left me struggling
You broke me
Beat me with whips made of hate
And hurt me more
You changed me
Made me who you wanted
And killed me inside
You hid me
Stole me away from the light
And made me blind
You crushed me
Blew my dust in the wind
And danced on my grave
surrounding my body
And now I'm twenty feet under
With no chance of being saved
From Your 'Secret' AdmirerHeaven,
this is not a love letter
I will swear to God,
with a halo on my head
and a hole in my heart.
But the fact is I revere you
more than I have any right to.
After all, we are nothing except
who have awkward conversations.
So why is it that every time the line
falls silent I panic, worrying that your shadow
will make my efforts nothing but a distant memory,
when every word you speak strongly marks my mind?
Simple: I fear having something to lose
and losing the nothing I have. You are
treasure to me, and this note becomes my confession.
Sincerely- I typed this, but I'm sure you'll recognize the handwriting.
Death, Judgment, RebirthLast Time in the ICU
Shadow rats, beady red eyes focused hungrily
Stay still too long and they’ll swarm
Sharp little teeth rending flesh
They know the sick and weak
They can wait
Tenth floor ICU, down with the disease again
He’s resting quietly, the nurse says
She looks like a huge black rat
Does she know what’s happening?
Closing the door
She walks away
Sweet childhood dreams are interrupted
Rats gnawing away at the edges
Toothy little kisses all over
Cleaning, cleansing scurry
Down to the bone
Sentenced to Live
Firelight, poker-faced patchwork man reading aloud
An old but vaguely familiar tome, his tone is somber
Was I one of the wicked? Weren’t we all?
Who can say that they were good?
Sentenced to live yet another life
I cry; I’ve had enough living
I want to sleep forever, leave my shell behind
To crumble to dust, useless, I won’t need it
Every door opens to the same world
Is this hell, then? The onl
give me a challenge, give me you.i have grown
the blood in my veins
have become more
than plasma, and i
am now trapped
within my own hollowed-out
this haze of
has to be transitory--
i can't let it be anything
Sound PoemIthrumden, ithrumden delsum
nith mul thruss elmrissull.
Eth rut mundelliss
Curmiette dessel renrin
irme trell ithrumden.
DecemberJoyous time of the year
With cookies, elves and reindeer!
Presents, carols, and love to all
Winter is a much better season than fall
Hatred diminished and kindness spreads
White snow covers so get your sled
Towering hills become elegant white
Daytime it shines as bright
Presents, presents the funnest time of all
After Christmas, come to our New Year ball!
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